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by herojingjing
メイド・イン・カッシーナ展 2009.4.24FRi.-6.7SUN. 森アーツセンターギャラリー 六本木ヒルズ森タワー52F
...
when winter comes in summer,
when there is no more forever,
when lies becomes the true,
that's when I stop loving,
that's when I stop loving you...
# by herojingjing | 2005-12-26 04:57
said by Hikaru
if ya can't remember who he is,
please go down,
maybe on the second page,
ya could see his pic,
he is a popular GV star,
handsome, sexy, and little naughty.

hmmm...usually, when ya hear about GV or AV stars,
except perfect bodies, pretty faces, or fantastic OOXX (=_=||)
what else?
personally, I'd like to pay attention on their facial expressions,
first, or you can say primary reactions...
don't know how to describe
i guess i try to spy their real characters or personalities from these little reactions/expressions/emotions.

Hikaru talks about his GV life in one of his videos,
he says:" I feel so shamed about being a GV star,
Please, if you meet me on the street accidentally,
don't call my name or come to talk to me.
I won't tell my friends the truth,
I wanna be loved..."

I don't know how to tell ya my feeling after reading this quote,
I guess I am not feeling so well...
even though hikaru has relationship with many guys
because of this special job,
I say,
his heart is still pure and fresh...
at the bottom of his heart,
he's never given up.
I hope finally one day,
there is someone who can find out
what is the real meaning of purity for one person.
then, give all his love to my lovely cute Hikaru...
good luck, Hikaru!

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I am sorry for having this English version dairy,
no choice...cos I am using different comp. and it sucks!!!
no Chinese input system,
and hard to talk to people on either QQ or MSN.
therefore, Please send me short message at
13998854288 if you wanna contact with me.
# by herojingjing | 2005-12-22 01:07
这几天才真的有要回国的FEEL,
前两天突然想到
下周五就不会在美国了,
那时候人已经是在回国的途中了...
然后就马上有一种奇怪的感觉.
好像从一个世界,跳到另一个世界.
心情也跟着迅速转变...

不过作业还是很多的.
每天八,九点就去学校,
晚上基本都是十点多才回来.
而且一天之中大概只休息一个小时,
剩下的都在STUDIO里面.

有一科的作业是要做一个短片,
因为最近深受"一升眼泪"的影响,
所以自己的主题是残疾人的心理.
不过在做了一半的时候,
老师提出:弄的有点太煽情了.
过于戏剧话...=口=
我汗....
等我做好后放上来大家看看哈~
不过背景音乐本来用的是"一升的眼泪"的主题曲,
现在可能要撤掉了...T=T
我对教授抗议过,
不过他还是觉得应该撤掉.
教授就是这样的人,
他不会严厉的教训你应该怎么做,做什么.
他只会很斯文的说着自己的看法.
但是他绝对不会被你说服,
只有你被他说服的份儿.
这样的人才最可怕...=.=

下周五回国!!!_d0006217_00551.jpg

# by herojingjing | 2005-12-03 00:01
有人问过我这部剧好不好...

这个问题很难回答.
因为大家看剧的角度可能有不同,
所以如果喜欢帅哥+美女的爱情剧的人可能就会觉得里面的爱情戏不够.
在我心里,这是一部可以让灵魂哭泣的剧.

一升的眼泪,
我想我至今流了不止一升的眼泪了...
没看之前,对这部日剧有偏见来着.
男女主角一个帅气一个漂亮,
所以以为一定要走偶像路线了.
其实看过才知道,
是非常严谨的制做.

记得以前去过一个疗养院,
里面都是智商或是身体有残疾的人们.
记得一个患者拉着大家和他一起玩一起跳舞,
我却因为害怕他的样子而躲开了他伸过来的手.
看了一升的眼泪,让我更感觉到残疾人生活的不易,
让我觉得自己现在的烦恼多么渺小,多么可笑.
有的人那么拼命的努力,想多在这世界上看一看,笑一笑.
我却在这里自暴自弃.

如果想对自己的人生有更深的思考,
如果想对自己有更透彻的了解,
不妨看看"一升的眼泪".
# by herojingjing | 2005-11-28 08:28
a little bit sad,
I am not the one...

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我买了一件白上衣,大喜欢!!! 照相数张,此乃自恋也~ (俺不玩古文好多年...=.=)
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衣服其实是这样的,
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虽然好看,但是有走光危险...=_+ 看我几张照片就知道了...飞机场啊...
# by herojingjing | 2005-11-22 03:18